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As we are living through some troubled times with the predatory behaviors of powerful people, especially the men, I am pausing to reflect on what made them do it. With some of them, we can go back to childhood and look at how, why and when this behavior became the norm for them. And, then on the other side of the coin, that there are others who have been abused and cannot remember abuses that happened to them. I am painfully aware of my circumstances of childhood abuses and I continue to recover on the cellular level to go deeper into my tissues of those body memories to heal my wounded self.
It has taken me years to get to this point to acknowledge that I kept things quiet because that was how it was back then with the silence code. Other adults who did not believe some of the shocking stories that I had said happened and the same adults in my life were saying it was your fault it happened and believing them for so many years even when they weren’t saying it out loud. This abuse, when hidden inside of us, is the biggest reason why there maybe so many mental disorders (with no genetic links thus far), diagnoses of the spectrum of autoimmunity, heart disease and genetic disorders, etc. I can blame my autoimmunity on so many things, but this emotional and physical cross I endured for years until my body decided to express it in the form of psoriasis (autoimmunity develops years before the evidence shows up in diagnoses). You see, the body’s burden will show up in the weakest link of your body, whether it is in the brain or the body.
When I received my diagnosis, I asked the doctor what was the cause of my psoriasis. He said he did not know. At that time, I was irate that all the doctors I saw did not know the cause of my disorder. Now I know some of the why, because it can be that the body could not handle the burden of toxic stress in all areas of my life. I thank the doctors now for not making up any possible reasons for my diagnosis. It helped me to become curious to keep searching for answers within myself.
There is always more to the story of why our body’s become burdened. If we listen to the body whispering and finding out where the energy is blocked, please look inward for the answers. If you’re unable or need more assistance, please contact me, or someone you trust, to explore some aspects of your life that may be holding you back. You will see that life may get a bit easier and to accept what is present in our lives without the past traumas getting in the way. Personal responsibility, even if we grew up in a toxic household environment, may possibly be a hard task in the beginning, but it only takes you and time to begin to heal. Let’s continue the dialogue….